2021 AP Exams

By Amber Lee ‘24

This year’s AP exams are taking place in a slightly different way. Normally, the exams would have only been accessible in schools; however, this year, they were available both on paper and online. This was in consideration of the remote students who would not be able to take the tests on campus. The paper exams can be taken throughout May, and June and will be a combination of paper and online versions. I interviewed a fourth former, Inselbag Lee, about her experience.

Inselbag Lee
“I took the Calculus BC exam on paper last week. I thought of taking it online in June, but I wanted to get it done as soon as possible. I am also glad that the AP exams were able to happen safely in midst of the pandemic. In such an abnormal year, I was worried that these kinds of important events would be affected in a bad way, but I think the situation was handled appropriately. This opportunity also made me realize that we are now becoming more and more in control of the whole pandemic. In the beginning we were all confused and disoriented, not knowing how to adapt to the new situation, but now we are able to do things that would have happened even in normal years, although the methods are a little different.”

It is insightful that the remote students are acknowledged in this circumstance. If there was only an option to take the exams on paper, it would have been a struggle for them to get on campus just for the exams, especially for international students who have not had the opportunity to get their visas yet. Also, it would have been dangerous for those who are on campus considering Covid. It is a relief that the AP exams are happening safely and smoothly.

Remote vs. In-Person Learning

By Sophie Chiang ‘23

An entire year of hybrid learning is finally coming to an end. Some people have been on campus since September, some have not returned at all, and some have been going back and forth. Regardless of which category you fall into, it has been a strange year with too many unpredictable turns. As a person who has experienced both hybrid and in-person learning since returning to campus in February, I have insight into the experience of both types of learning and their differences. 

When I was remote, I found that it was incredibly difficult to converse casually with peers during class because it was over zoom. This exacerbated the problem since the only time that I could interact with them was during class time. Zoom also made it difficult for me to offer my insight or answer questions. However, quite a few upsides came with being remote. I noticed that I had much more time than before to work on schoolwork, and I was able to learn on my own time. I had all day at home, without any distractions, to pursue what I wanted to do. I was able to read more than ten times the amount of books I read last year living at school. Additionally, I got much more sleep living at home. Being remote also allowed me the freedom to venture outside and meet up with friends and family, instead of being stranded at an island of a school. All in all, there were both positives and negatives that came with being remote, and some people may receive it better than others. 

Here are some things that fully remote students have said about their experience:
“Remote learning makes things that felt natural back at SM much more challenging, like to keep working out, monitoring my sleep schedule etc. On the positive side, I had the chance to shift more of my focus to academics to improve on subjects I needed extra work on.”
“I think remote learning has let me learn at my own pace with less distractions. However, I’ve been isolated from lots of my friends and unable to participate in physical group activities.”

Even though remote learning offered more freedom and time, it felt like a wave of relief had hit me when I returned to in-person learning. I was finally able to wave to people in the hallways and chit chat with friends in class without the burden of having to unmute myself. Being able to have breakfast, lunch, and dinner at school allowed me to branch out to new people and develop lasting friendships. I was also finally able to participate in sports. In my opinion, nothing beats the bond that a sports team holds. Even though I was ecstatic about returning to campus, there were some downsides. I had to be stuck on campus for months without being able to leave anywhere or see family. This made weekends less exciting than last year. There was less time to do work, as my day was now filled with sports, meetings, friends, and other activities. 

Here are some things that students who have been both remote and in-person say about their experience:
“Remote learning oddly wasn’t too bad. I felt like I had a lot more control over my day-to-day schedule and I found it easier to focus than in-person. However, seeing my friends in person was a great experience as well.” 
“Remote learning was extremely hard– I found it difficult to adjust from in-person learning to online learning, especially being in a completely different timezone and environment. Being at home was not an ideal workspace for me, making school a struggle.” 
“Being remote, for me, was draining. Every day was repetitive and monotonous, as I had nothing to do but to do work and play video games. I gradually became more and more burnt out. But when I came on campus, I was able to finally see my friends and had much more things to fill my days with. I’m so glad to have come back on campus.” 

In conclusion, although both in-person and remote learning come with downsides, I think the general consensus is that being back on campus is preferred. Look forward to next year, when all of us will be back on campus for an amazing year!

Class of 2020 and 2021 Graduation Ceremony

By Mandy Hui ‘23

The class of 2020 will be returning to St. Marks at the end of May, both remotely and in-person, for the prize day and ceremonies they deserve but didn’t receive the previous year. Being in the senior class in 2020 was arguably the most difficult grade to be in amidst the Covid-19 pandemic as senior year is generally the high point of a high school student’s career. They missed out on opportunities and the usual social interactions between friends and teachers. Not only that, but because of the pandemic, last year’s class was also unable to experience the perennial end of year traditions in person, including the highly anticipated Prize Day Ceremony at St. Mark’s. 

This year, the class of 2020 Diploma Ceremony will be held on Saturday, May 29th, while the class of 2021 Prize Day Ceremony will be on Sunday, May 30th. Prior to these ceremonies, St. Mark’s will host a dinner and social event on the Friday of May 28th. This casual dinner event will be for both current and returning graduate classes under a tent on Belmont Field, and it will be shortly followed by activities and socialising under the lights on Sargent Field, along with Uhlman’s ice cream truck. In addition to the combined graduation this year, St. Mark’s is also planning to hold its annual traditional events that typically occur during Prize Day week, which didn’t happen the past year; however, these events are being modified and organised to ensure they follow Covid-19 safety protocols. One example is St. Mark’s plan to host Southborough Tea and Gentlemen’s Social this year. Southborough Tea is an event for all people identifying as female, both faculty and students, to gather and hear advice from the 6th form girls while eating chocolate-covered strawberries, whereas Gentlemen Social is for those who identify as male. This year, there will also be the greatly missed Hug Line. The Hug Line is when seniors form a long single-file line, and students, not in the graduating class, form a second line, exchanging hugs and handshakes with the seniors. Because of Covid, there will be stricter restrictions to this event as social distancing guidelines will still need to be met.  

Although this year’s ceremonies will be unlike previous years, the seniors are grateful that they are still able to celebrate the milestone of completing high school after these unprecedented months. Vianey Morris ‘21 expressed her thoughts on this year’s graduation: “I think it’s really nice that the class of 2020 gets an opportunity to have something similar to graduation, and we get to have an actual goodbye for them while also having our own events. I’m fortunate enough to still be close with friends in the class of 2020 so I am happy I get another chance to see them before going off to college like them.” While graduation is up and running this year, unfortunately, a small portion of students from both classes are still unable to attend. Tommy Flathers ‘21 showed sympathy for his peers: “I’m worried about the students who aren’t able to make it to the events of that weekend from both last and this years’ graduating classes. It is their last official St. Mark’s event, and I would hate to leave a bad taste in their mouths.” Both the class of 2020 and 2021 greatly earn these ceremonies which will showcase and honour their efforts adjusting and persevering through an unusual high school experience: it will truly be an experience they will never forget.

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VI Prize Day 2018-2019

Reflections on Leading a C&E Workshop

By Suha Choi ‘22

(attached above is a discussion question slide from the workshop)

(attached above is a discussion question slide from the workshop)

This year’s C&E day centered around anti-racism. Although not all 13 student-led workshops on the C&E day may have included the word race in their titles, all of them certainly had an influence in promoting anti-racism in our community, in one way or another. This important truth especially resonated with me after I led one of the workshops on “Introducing Body Positivity and Defining Basic Feminist Terms” with the Southborough Society co-heads, Tate Frederick’21 and Louise He’22.

         As its title suggests, the workshop began with me and the other two student leaders explaining about what it means to become a more body-inclusive campus as well as defining the various feminist terms. But I dare say, it was when we moved on to the discussion questions that the workshop started flourishing and doing what it exactly was supposed to do: people started reflecting on how these issues applied to their own lives. One discussion question in particular lingered in my mind for the longest after the workshop was over: how is your body image influenced by your race? This question was important because it was a reminder that race has everything to do with our lives. In fact, the socially constructed concept of beauty standard in today’s media has much to do with race, another concept artificially constructed by society. Even as more and more institutions and individuals seek to embrace diversity, many often find themselves circling back to the same set of beauty standards applied across all races, neglecting the diverse, but all beautiful features that are inherent among us. In particular, this set of beauty standards centers “a type of white femininity that’s only accessible to a select few,” as Leah Donnella from NPR once described. 

         In this way, race and racial stereotypes encompass every aspect of our lives, whether it may seem explicit or too subtle to be noticed in our eyes. It is our job at St. Mark’s and at anywhere we will someday come across in life to notice these injustices and to help those around us notice them. Ms. Zhu, who has directed the C&E day, had announced earlier that this year will mark the end of C&E day tradition at St. Mark’s. This announcement, however, does not and shall not mark the end of truthful and engaging discussions on anti-racism at St. Mark’s. Perhaps, the most influential lesson we can all get out of this year’s C&E day is that all the discussions on this day are a continuation– we will continue to discuss, notice, and fix the many injustices that surround our lives which are based upon the mere color of our skin. 

The Double-Edged Sword of Social Media

By Yoonjeong Yang ‘24

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Social media has become a vital tool in modern activism and its usage has risen significantly, especially amidst the global pandemic. Powerful and accessible, social media platforms provide activists with a voice they wouldn’t have otherwise and reflects the realities of the world. Amid this unprecedented explosion in popular engagement, empowered performative activism undertaken to undermine movements has blurred the distinction between performative allyship and genuine support, with many people seeking to capitalize on the moment for social clout rather than actually supporting the movement and its demands. Therefore, while social media is an effective way for people to enter the conversation, activism should not simply end with a simple social media post. 

Social media activism includes promoting awareness through the use of hashtags, posts, and campaigns. Without tangible action, though, gestures like using a hashtag or positing a black square are seen as performative, and these minimal yet insubstantial efforts are often called  “slacktivism.” It is important to note that performative activism, while increasingly popular on social media platforms, is a hindrance to social justice movements and should not become a replacement for tangible action. Genuine social media activism should be supported by concrete action, donations, and measurable commitments to change. While it might be argued that such performative activism raises awareness of the issues in question, it is clear that it can also be self-serving. Garnering public support for a cause, online or offline, is never a bad thing, but slacktivism, when undertaken to merely grab the public’s attention is regrettable. Now is the time to attempt to draw the line between action in service of the public good and the appropriation of another’s struggle for the sake of popularity.

The St. Mark’s website states that the school’s mission is to, “promote awareness around cultural differences and provide affinity opportunities for students whose social or identity needs are not reflected in the dominant culture at St. Mark’s.” While the school stresses the importance of diversity and equality, its programs are often led by particular student leaders and do not provide opportunities for all students to actively participate and promote activism. The school should take this opportunity to effectively utilize social media and amplify the voices of a more diverse group of students. This would ensure that students from different genders, ages, and ethnicities could be heard. However, this would be ineffective if social media were the sole channel through which students speak out. Social media activism must be coupled with tangible, substantial action in order for it to be effective. The school must provide students with that opportunity. As awareness is raised, the action taken by the student body is what will lead to lasting change. 

The Issue with Performative Activism

Mandy Hui’23

The past few months were filled with tension and uprisings predominantly within the American community but also foreign nations, followed by a series of social movements in person and online. The killing of George Floyd on May 25th, 2020, especially, resulted in one of the largest social movements in history: the Black Lives Matter movement. The movement focused on bolstering Black Lives and conveying detest towards police brutality. In addition, a lot of people expressed their thoughts and support on social media platforms like Instagram, using the hashtag #BlackLivesMatter, #BLM, and #ACAB. 

However, along with this support, numerous individuals demonstrated activism on their own social media pages that were considered performative: activism that only better one’s social capital instead of genuinely supporting the cause. Groups of people began to become suspicious and concerned that a large portion of posts about the Black Lives Matter movement on social media was performative; the posts only wanted to seek attention and social clout by exploiting the movement, thinking of it as a ‘trend’. 

An example of a time when performative activism caught the attention of many during this movement was #BlackOutTuesday. On June 2nd, 2020, millions of users on Instagram posted black squares to publicly display their support for the Black Lives Matter movement. Even though this day was for allies to voice their solidarity with the Black community, the bombardment of posts inadvertently filtered out vital information about the movement. Also, people suspected that others posted only out of pressure for social approval, proving to their followers that they have good intentions and are good people. 

Performative activism may be unintentional; nevertheless, it is important to realize if your own allyship is performative as some people can fall into the trap of believing your activism is just a singular post with a hashtag. Being an ally is not just about posting hashtags and images, but it also includes engaging in uncomfortable conversations, educating yourself on the roots and history of the movement, and never stop learning.


The Role of International Students in Combating Racism 

Ingrid Yeung ‘23

Community and Equity day in St. Mark’s always provides students and faculty a safe space to openly discuss their own identities, experiences and concerns.  This year, the student-led workshops during C&E day addressed various issues in our current society: body image, social media influence on inequality, privilege, racism, and many others. Although all the workshops tackled different problems, all aimed to combat the discrimination and inequity in our society. Out of them all, one workshop intrigued me the most:  International Student Identities. By discussing how international students define themselves, whether through nationality, culture, mother language, or birthplace, we recognize the complexity of international student identities. In this particular time period of active antiracism, where is the international student’s place in this fight against discrimination? What are the experiences of international students with racism? How can international students define and defend their own identities?  Antiracism is not a one-race war, but a war for all races against racism. 

To understand how international students can participate in combating racism, discussing the discrimination that people of international backgrounds have experienced is vital. For the most part, antiracism work dedicates itself predominantly to address the inequalities that African Americans experience in American society. International students may seem irrelevant to the center of this issue. However, that does not mean that people of international backgrounds do not experience similar discriminations. Many international students have experienced microaggressions while studying abroad. That is mainly due to their unfamiliarity with the second language, their distinct cultural backgrounds, and even their names. Such aggressions might not be dedicated directly to their race or ethnic backgrounds, but international students’ stories cannot be neglected in this battle against racism and discrimination. Especially after the pandemic had broken out, people of East Asian descent experience much more intense aggression than before. Their properties are destroyed, and their safety is being threatened. All signs show that international students should not be excluded in advocating anti-racism and defending their own identities. When coming to combating racism, international students can make up a powerful group to tackle the problem.  

What exactly can international students do in fighting racism? Through observation, the general norm of international students does not lean towards intense activism. Most of the time, international students lack the ability to defend their own identities. In the safe-space that the student workshop presented, several students shared stories of their experience of microaggression. Their stories are all different, but one thing those students had in common was that they never reported any of the actions even if they felt extremely uncomfortable. Not reporting or simply ignoring these actions doesn’t contribute to the process of problem-solving. Microaggressions and discrimination will only continue to grow without bringing those in front of the community under the light. International students, making up not a small amount of the entire student body, can also play an essential role in combating racism. Instead of facing the issue passively, students should actively seek a resolution and stop discrimination from happening. 

The combat against racism is not just a war for the African American students, nor is it only a battle for the international students. There are no permanent victims, nor are their permanent aggressors. Anyone of any race could potentially become a victim of racism. Every student in our community is responsible for antiracism. When everyone within a community is aware of the issue and intentionally minds their behaviors, the fight against racism will be much more achievable.

What Racism Costs All of Us

Eve Elkins’ 21 

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It can not be denied that white people benefit from racism by not being targeted by the police, having access to better health care, better housing, less student debt, and so many other institutions racism has infiltrated. This is something I know to be true and is an obstacle in uniting white and black Americans against racism. However, after reading the book The Sum Of Us: What Racism Costs Everyone And How We Can Prosper Together by Heather McGhee, I now have a new perspective about racism in America and white privilege. The book opens by pointing out how focusing on how white people benefit from racism and how people of color lose ingrains in our heads that racism is a competition with clear-cut winners and losers. This makes the narrative that progress for one group comes at the expense of another all more believable for white people and holds our country back from the achievements that are possible. 

How do we get white people who are unwilling to give up their privilege to join the fight for an anti-racist society? Reveal the truth, says McGhee. The truth is that white privilege is unsustainable. Racism costs white people as well. The Sum of Us powerfully makes this claim and, as an economist, McGhee focuses on the costs that racism has for everyone yet not undermining the effects racism has had on people of color in America. 

She starts with the example of public pools. In the early twentieth century across America, there were public pools in towns where people would socialize and bond with their communities. Governments wanted to improve the quality of life in their towns and break down the walls of class. Since these pools were public, people of all different statuses would meet each other. However, the people at these pools were all white. Then, when a thirteen-year-old black boy in Baltimore drowned because he went swimming in a dangerous river, a lawsuit against the state to integrate the pools was successful. In 1956 when black people could finally enjoy the benefits of their tax dollars spent on these pools, white people stopped going to them. In some areas, north and south, the pools were sold to private corporations, which became members only with fees to access this resource. In many places, however, city counsels decided to drain the pools all because of skin color. Everyone lost a public resource, all at the expense of racism. She refers back to the idea of the drained pools because it is the physical representation of the lengths white people are willing to go to keep people divided and hold all of us, including themselves, back.
The same issue happened with higher education. Many colleges once had immense public funding, and student debt wasn’t nearly the devastating problem it is today. However, once schools became integrated, public funding decreased, and students began paying more and more of the tuition themselves. Today, people in their forties are still paying off student debt, and interest rates make it even more of a challenge. Many regret going to college in the first place. Racism played a significant role in cutting the public resource that once helped so many. The mindset, if people of color could finally start accessing some of the public resources that were so abundant to white people, then no one should have it has cost so many. 

A recent study done two years ago found that only eight percent of high school seniors in America believed that the main cause of the Civil War was slavery. Only eight percent. When the author stated this fact, I had to make sure I read it right. These people make up our generation and the future of our country. These are the people we will encounter and work with in the near future. Why is the education system failing to expose the truth and cruelty of America’s past? One necessary factor contributing to this failure is the effects of slavery. Plantations and the slave labor system were self-contained because they did not have to pay for the labor they violently forced on black people. Slave owners did not need or want government-funded education programs because they wanted to keep the economy centered around the plantations. Whether it be for white or black people, education was against the wealthy elites’ economic interests. When slavery was abolished, the slave states found themselves struggling to develop public infrastructure to support the community. Today, seven out of the ten states with the least education achievement are in states that once had a slave-based economy. Slavery impoverished the south, and it cost everyone except the small percent of the wealthy. The slave-based economy states lacked public funding and infrastructure, which helps everyone achieve the American dream of moving up the socioeconomic ladder. This is only one factor, yet it must be addressed. 

This hidden part of the story of how racism costs all of us is what can unite our country across racial groups. The racist competitive fallacy that progress for one racial group comes at the expense of another, known as the zero-sum narrative, is such a hurtful lie because everyone loses when people think this way. Showing the ways racism has cost all of us may be the way to finally end the social divisions made between racial groups and the approach we can take to defeating racism in America. I highly recommend that everyone read this book to see how climate action, healthcare, poverty, education, housing, and democracy can achieve real progress in an anti-racist society. This book lays out the ways white privilege is apparent in all these issues, but also identifies the hidden burdensome costs. While it is important that white people realize how racism has cost them, it is fundamental that the suffering and pain people of color endured and still face today is not overshadowed because it has always been greater. We have to “refill the pool” of public goods for all of us. In order to do that, we have to have the will. It starts with fixing America’s broken moral compass and facing the truth of our country’s history and current state. 


Note: Here is the link to the study conducted about high school seniors: 

https://www.nea.org/advocating-for-change/new-from-nea/us-students-disturbing-lack-knowledge-about-slavery#:~:text=',-By%3A%20Tim%20Walker&text=Share-,Only%208%20percent%20of%20U.S.%20high%20school%20seniors%20can%20identify,the%20Southern%20Poverty%20Law%20Center

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https://www.rbf.org/news/new-book-rbf-trustee-heather-mcghee-examines-costs-racism 

Antiracism Through Social Media

Julie He ‘23

On May 19th, 2020, users on social media posted black squares to support the movement Black Lives Matter. Millions of posts were made protesting the death of countless black people at the hands of police brutality. While there have been marching protests for racism in the past century, the 21st century has opened doors to more opportunities for word to spread. Due to the advancement of technology, it has allowed news to spread faster, petitions and donations more accessible, and people to be more educated and informed. While the internet can be a dark place, social media can help us in the fight for equality. 

Because of rapid growth made in technology, almost everyone has easy access to social media nowadays. Just on twitter, there are over 330 million monthly active users, not to mention the staggering amount of 1 billion active users on instagram or over 2 billion on facebook. Recently, because of Coronavirus, more people have flocked to social media for entertainment and interaction. With so many people using these platforms, information is easily spread to a mass of the population. With one post, millions of people are able to see information on what is happening. People uneducated on the topic are able to know what and why it is happening. For instance, Instagram, Twitter, and Tiktok all helped promote the Black Lives Matter movement which would not have been as successful without social media. People helped promote the movement with Instagram stories, Tiktok videos, and more. On these platforms, anyone can share their experiences and stories dealing with racism to everyone. Additionally, multiple schools, including St. Mark’s, have created accounts where students, staff, and alumni have made accounts to create a safe place where they can share their stories and allow them to be heard. It brings attention to topics that people would be unaware of without the internet. Petitions and donation websites can be made then shared to millions all at once. There are numerous things that can be done with the aid of the internet. 

As teenagers and social media users, we can help do our part! Liking, sharing, or reposting content that is supportive of the movement can help spread the word. It allows for news to reach everyone. It only takes 3 seconds, but could impact someone’s whole life. However, simply liking a post is not enough. It is our responsibility to educate and inform ourselves on what is happening in the world. We are very lucky and privileged to be able to go to a school such as St. Mark’s, and we should use it to help others that are unable to do the same. We can show our support by commenting and leaving a kind message. We can also help by signing petitions, or donating to causes if we are able. However, it is beneficial to read articles and inform yourselves before blindly signing petitions. We are limited to what we can do as individuals, but as a group and as consumers, we can help educate others and call out racist businesses and shops. With what we can achieve as a group, we should all strive to help in the fight against racism.  

Social media has been instrumental in recent campaigns and movements, and we can utilize it for more progress. As the generation to grow up around such advanced technology, it would be a waste to not put it to good use . Every little thing helps, and informing someone takes only a few seconds. The internet can be used for good, and it is our chance to do it. Social media has helped allow information to spread rapidly, which can be good and bad. If we all use social media to help fight racism, we can collectively do lots of good in and off the internet. The fight against racism is still far from over, and we can all assist in ending it.